before a post work ride...


a self portrait before a post work ride

it doesn't help

it doesn't help me when I say that I am fat and someone says that you are not fat or you look fine
women may want to hear NO when they ask if they look fat in that dress
but me... I could use the truth
not the hard fast bitch slap of reality
but... some gentle guidance to a mirror would be enough

I am huge
my gut is unacceptable
I could easily be thinner
I should be thinner
not thin... but less fat/more thin

and no... I am not fishing for compliments